Yay!

I've been feeling good lately. I've been going around in joy for five days. I'm in love. I've been in love for quite long though, but it's growing inside of me. And the feeling has erased all the angst from my heart now. I don't have a single little thread of angst left inside of me now. Though the hollowness inside of me still lurks it's kind of okay. I don't know if my feelings are met or not, but this doesn't mean that I can't dream. I'm listening to happier songs now all because I'm singing inside. And everything feels so very great now. IT's as though i'm me again. I'm in love with this guy... let's call him Jake... and he is kind of easy to talk to. He is a year younger than me I think, though I'm not sure. I have thought of trying to call, but what should I really say? "Hello, I'm Zandra walker. Maybe you remember me from school?" Maybe, but I don't think I would say that.